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| All in all the procrastination decreases. But I need to work more on my PhD-thesis.I analyzed that Diva is following an avoidance tactic towards me. She is ambivalent. On the one hand she likes to have a man like me, but on the other hand she likes the easyness of her recent life.I will try to help her increasing her willpower for a full decesion a...
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| 14:20 | 24/Aug/2008 |
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| My soliloquies conerning right now an e-mail that I wrote to that collegue who accused me being not nice to my ex-grirlfriend. I wrote this e-mail on last Friday and I didn't express me sincerely. He wrote me an e-mail with personal statements and I just replied in a very correct way.But I need to get rid of anything that concerns my ex-girlfriend....
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| 00:51 | 23/Aug/2008 |
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| The world is turning and i don't stand still. There are news from Diva and a sucess from my procrastination research has been, that daily blogging with my form of business is procrastination.At work I can't be no longer nice to my collegues, who belong to the hemisphere of my ex-girlfriend. It's time to change my job.I am working on PhD-thesis ever...
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| 19:25 | 10/Aug/2008 |
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| Towards Diva I open up somehow. That's why I feel weak.I want her! What shall I do, when she doesn't appreciate my opening? What shall I do, when she doesn't want me? The questioning blue.surfer
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| 23:16 | 9/Aug/2008 |
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| Today, I liketo do a view on my relation to Diva.It's clear for me, that I became emotionally dependend on her. She is allready having power over me, she is my hope for a bright and beautiful future. But I need to stop dreaming.I try to step as much forward to her as I feel I can afford it. I don't want get burned so much anymore like with my ex-gi...
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| 22:18 | 7/Aug/2008 |
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| Coming to someone close is a risk, because one might be pushed away. I can feel this risk concerning Diva. But the win can be so high that I like to take this risk.I am feeling that I am weaker than her. I bear more in emotions in me.The emotional blue.surferP.S.Writing of the thesis progresses, anti-procrastion-tactics work somehow.In my soliloqui...
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| 23:51 | 6/Aug/2008 |
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| Initiative!?!Initiative is very complicated matter when a man meets a woman. If the man stays the only acting person in the beginning of a relationship, then he will keep it for the rest of the time with this woman. This means, he needs to do a lot of affords to make sure that she stays on his way.I am looking for a more cooperative relationship.Ri...
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| 23:44 | 29/Jul/2008 |
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| When you feel guilty about that you do too much non-work stuff while work time, i have cool stuff for you. Enjoy and be happy with your results blue.surfer
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| 19:23 | 21/Jul/2008 |
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| Diva has cancelled out meeting at my place. I exptected this allready for a few weeks. blue.surfer
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| 00:27 | 21/Jul/2008 |
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| It's clear. I have a tendency to procrastination. But the origin of procrastinating the finish of my thesis is my ex-girlfriend. It's my job to write this thesis. That's what I am, so I will do it. The circle is closed. blue.surfer
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| srileevas | 01:13 | 5/May/2008 |
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| Thinking of you |
| your thoughts are like a cool breeze to calm down my tensions your smiles are like a catalyst to enhance my energiesyour sweet wishpers are like zingle bells to give relief to my emotionswhen ever there is some odd feeling your thoughts are there to make it even.if your thoughts are having so much soothing power then what about your presence?Your...
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| Cubes 3B | 13:29 | 21/Aug/2008 |
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| Are we really Free ? |
| This thought came to me on the eve of Independance Day while the Nation was busy with the prepratations. Are we really free ? And then lots of thoughts came to my mind, some were filled with rage and anger that caused so much of pain that lead me to depression and sadness. What are we doing after soo many years of independance ? Looking around I do...
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| sunil deshpande | 17:25 | 24/Aug/2008 |
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| Court |
| A Difficult Judgment In a small town in India, a person decided to open up his Bar business, which was right opposite to the Temple. The Temple & its congregation started a campaign to block the Bar from opening with petitions and prayed daily against his business. Work progressed. However, when it was almost complete and was about to open a few ...
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| souvik | 13:51 | 14/Jun/2008 |
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| AAMIR - a pathbreaker of sorts |
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| I have always believed in writing for movies that have seemed special to me for different reasons – if Saawariya was a Broadway drama on celluloid, Aaja Nachle spoke for the cause of theatre as a dying mode of entertainment, Taare Zameen Par was a dyslexic child’s fight presented uniquely, Aamir is one of the best political Indian films I have ever...
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| Hellz Angel | 15:11 | 27/Aug/2008 |
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| din kuchh aise guzaarata hai koi...din kuchh aise guzaarata hai koi...jaise ehsaan utaarata hai koi...din kuchh aise gujaarata hai koi... aaina dekhkar tassali hui...aaina dekhkar tassali hui...hamko is ghar mein jaanata hai koi...hamko is ghar mein jaanata hai koi... pak gaya hai shehar pe phal shaayad...pak gaya hai shehar pe phal shaayad...phir ...
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| sia sagar | 14:56 | 11/Aug/2008 |
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| say "NO" to kurkure |
| hi freinds, PLZ DONT EAT " KURKURE " because it contains high amount of "PLASTIC" if you don't believe then burn the " KURKURE " and see the "PLASTIC MELTING"
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