All in all I need to tell, I am recovering. The Angst is still there, because the soliquies are still an important part of my life. But the rest of my behauviour is more like a normal man. I know, I can keep up my cover anywhere.
I am getting very unsure about Diva, but I don't know what to do. I deeply assume, that her Angst will make stay where she is. I could accept that and she will tell me at least by quitting our appoint in the end of July at my place.

Tomorrow, I will get up at 8.30 and write my thesis.


Cheers

blue.surfer