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 19:23 | 21/Jul/2008 |
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| Diva has cancelled out meeting at my place. I exptected this allready for a few weeks. blue.surfer
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| 00:27 | 21/Jul/2008 |
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| It's clear. I have a tendency to procrastination. But the origin of procrastinating the finish of my thesis is my ex-girlfriend. It's my job to write this thesis. That's what I am, so I will do it. The circle is closed. blue.surfer
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| 16:46 | 20/Jul/2008 |
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| I stop blogging for a while. It's not the medicine for my recent problems. Cheers blue.surfer
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| 02:07 | 15/Jul/2008 |
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| It was more than a week ago that I wrote Diva an e-mail. Our normal response cycle is two or three days. She didn't respond for a whole week. That's why I wrote her another e-mail with a reference to the self-helping forum where I am writing sometimes. I am not sure, if this was right. I just wanted to give her a validation that I can understand he...
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| 02:34 | 8/Jul/2008 |
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| Today something different than myself: Only some moments ago I saw in the news some images from Kabul. I guess most of the victims were just some people with the hope for better life somewhere else. From my point of view this was the worst of all terrorist-attacks I have ever recognized. May peace be with you and the saints of the water blue.surfer
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| 16:58 | 6/Jul/2008 |
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| Procrastination ist the technical term for my behauviour concerning my PhD-thesis. Since yesterday I am working slowly on it again and that's right the best tatic to encounter procrastination. Work only for an hour and make a short break. I will do some more research on that. (Is this another procrastination?) blue.surfer
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| 20:45 | 4/Jul/2008 |
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| The food it's also not the matter. I'ts avoidance! I avoid to write my thesis. This avoiding isn't good for me, but I do it. Behind avoidance there is scare and angst... I need to observe myself, when I want to go for my thesis. The problem isn't the thesis, it's the self confidence.blue.surfer05.07.2008P.S. I encounter my inferior feelings when I ...
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| 22:47 | 1/Jul/2008 |
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| There is the feeling in me that the need for sleep over the is coming from the sweets I am eating. The sweets give me a hype, that ends in a down. I will go for fruits tomorrow! Cheers blue.surfer
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| 12:55 | 25/Jun/2008 |
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| Yes, I am up! The day can begin!ToDo:washing dishessportscooking teaeatingwork PhD-thesis for 1,5hdoing nothing for 0,5 hcover floor in sleeping room for later painting of wallswork PhD-thesis for 1,5 hgoing to hairdresserlearning diva's tongue for 1,5 hsoccer match Germany-Turkey drink only 1,5 l beerThere is coming up a problem. On the one hand I...
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| 23:09 | 24/Jun/2008 |
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| All in all I need to tell, I am recovering. The Angst is still there, because the soliquies are still an important part of my life. But the rest of my behauviour is more like a normal man. I know, I can keep up my cover anywhere.I am getting very unsure about Diva, but I don't know what to do. I deeply assume, that her Angst will make stay where sh...
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| srileevas | 01:13 | 5/May/2008 |
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| Thinking of you |
| your thoughts are like a cool breeze to calm down my tensions your smiles are like a catalyst to enhance my energiesyour sweet wishpers are like zingle bells to give relief to my emotionswhen ever there is some odd feeling your thoughts are there to make it even.if your thoughts are having so much soothing power then what about your presence?Your...
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| Cubes 3B | 14:03 | 9/Jun/2008 |
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| Rain and Romance |
| Finally The Rain has come. It was much awaited after the blazing sun was literally baking the earth and the beings on it. With it the rain has brought not only relief but also filled the air with romance. The birds have started chirpping, the trees have started looking green, and all the souls are filled with satisfaction. Its a beauty how rain can...
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| sunil deshpande | 23:42 | 17/Jul/2008 |
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| Guru |
| Hi frends........tomorrow is Guru paurnima..........Hamare samaj me "GURU" ek apna sthan hota hai.aajke din apane apne Guru ke liye samrpit karana ye hamara ferj hai......jisake bal-bute par hum sab apane-apne field me strongly khade hai.........meri orase aap sabko shubh kamnaye.......... guru sthan ek aisa strong position hai. jise hum apani ji...
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| souvik | 13:51 | 14/Jun/2008 |
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| AAMIR - a pathbreaker of sorts |
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| I have always believed in writing for movies that have seemed special to me for different reasons – if Saawariya was a Broadway drama on celluloid, Aaja Nachle spoke for the cause of theatre as a dying mode of entertainment, Taare Zameen Par was a dyslexic child’s fight presented uniquely, Aamir is one of the best political Indian films I have ever...
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| Hellz Angel | 09:37 | 7/May/2008 |
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| Dire Straits - Part III (Final Part) |
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| The place from where I was standing I could see the complete set-up. Every thing was so bollywood type. The mandap was decorated with marigolds, roses and tulips. The rice-lights were dancing too-n-fro in the most synchronic way. Every one was dressed as richly and as sparkly as they could. There was the rushing and hushing of the ghar-ke-buzurg, w...
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